Saturday 9/01/2010

the first blog i write in 2010..not excited at all~~just can't get exhilarating..

i was depressed for 2 days~i had been lost in the labyrinth, what would you choose in the vast options?them or them? don't know what you think of me but i am very pissed..so?i just don't like it although you meant it a joke..just can't let go so?my fault.yeah right..

befuddled.a funny term..i was conscious..you are just denser than i thought..i have no high remarks on you all..laughing stock you may call or a clown..in another term it is called "sich blamieren"..it mean becoming a laughing stock in Italian..or "blamage" and even "blamer"..in English it mean to be blamed..

just a joke and i was criticized..i endured the criticism yet you pushed even more..i was confound by your words and i lost to my emotions..i burst into tears..tears rolled in my eyes when i wrote the letter..it was addressed to grace no you!!it is disrespectful to the writer..just impudent that i wondered do you have any manners..i am serious and i apologized for my actions and what happened?what you wrote back? is it funny?you think you are omniscient but you are the opposite..it is called nescient..

do you think it is sensible to write thing's like that?is it funny?to you yes but to me it is not funny at all!!it just reflects that you are inane..what is it?it means empty of common sense..as folly as a fool..dense..how old are you?it just indicates your childishness..not matured at all..say whatever you wanted to..i offended you or i am just simply scolding you..let your imaginations fly..go around and "heboh" this news to everyone to increase attention..i don't care!!not fitted..i won't die..

went to talk to you today and what did you do?you didn't even took it seriously..shaking hands..where were your eyes?flip them to death larh..try me..vacuous living things!!irritating~!i am not born to be humiliated by you all!!so..the next time i won't be fretting about this things anymore..it is worthless！！

soon jessy..thank you!!谢谢你愿意跟我谈..还有你爆料晓君跟你讲这件事~我是放不开,可是我会好的~~
ali:哼哼~讲到饭都不用吃！！够力！谢谢，你来跟我哈拉~你和洁西每次来帮我当我开始钻牛角尖..我不是小气的人，只是认为不是你的东西就不要去动或回复~就行..谢哦~！可能是时候谈，因为我不想牵就她们了~

看过了这一篇东西，算了~忘了它吧~看了就装看不到！装瞎掉..只是好朋友一夜之间降级成普通朋友..就酱~不用感概什么，因为我对你们来说一点都不重要~！

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Wednesday 28/10/2009

recently all the exam papers had came back and today i am just pure scattered brain and absent minded..i don't know why for it started this morning when i was having lisan..i paused a lot because the bits of information just won't stick together..*faint* but i managed to finish..625 patah perkataan..wow..this girl is absolutely mad..

recess time i went down to canteen with that bunch of friends and when we all settled down an intruder came in..(i don't want to mention her name..she makes me sick)she sat down beside jessy, facing towards me..conversation

her: happy birthday
yh: hey..thanks
her: how many birthday presents did you received?
yh: ******smile smile******
her: you know i did not received much presents because my birthday falls on the exam date so everyone forgot about my birthday
yh: who cares about your birthday (inner thought)
her: you know ah the malay subject my class a lot of people get very low marks only A FEW people got high marks
yh: i had finished eating..i go back class first

seriously i was so pissed off you know..i know my malay is not bad yet do you need to HINT us in front of our faces that you got 70.5? i am very sensitive to all these things you know and i went back to class with a very very bad mood..i call tantrum..then i was fanning myself like mad cause i am all fired up and then a "handsome" prefect came and asked me and momo to go back to class..i STARED at him..i am very behsong and you come..shut up lah..talk less better to environment..

then in class jessy came and asked me what was wrong of course i left hints everywhere and she still could not figure out..haiz..*slaps forehead* at computer class i typed my feelings in the notepad and let jessy see..she typed back to me and i was kinda feeling way much better..SO..PLEASE DO NOT SPEAK ANY SENSITIVE ISSUE TO ME..i hated her(not jessy)..the last time after she touched her oily face with her bare hands she went and pinched my face..*fired up*..then only she said :" oh yahor..pimples will pass around hor.." YOU YOU YOU..F-U-C-K-E-D-F-A-C-E!!!! of course i was raged..you made so many unpleasant memories i wish i have a duster to clear them all away..shoooooo..

facts about yee hian
1. i felt like crying when i saw my english paper 50/75
2. i am still in loved with tf
3. i hate pendidikan moral and computer class
4. i actually like to see boys..38
5. i don't like to attend art class
6. i hate my society, president and all art subjects
7. i love ryeo woook
8. i hate dogs
9. i hate to look in the mirror..i hate that face
10.i am a big flower and vase too

felt like killing my english teacher..the summary of the short story we asked him how he give the marks he said by feeling..what lah you? believe i belasah you..then what? say today i have no feel to teach lah..you dare..HM pecat you!!!

i saw him after school..walking down the stairs from the computer room..i did not look at him cause memang no mood..@@

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