Hello earthlings.

I know no one is reading this piece of thing.
I don't really care.
But.
Please shout out loud that you are there for me :)





Going into university to start my diploma in September.
Not something to be proud of.
I lost myself.
I don't think I am that yeehian that you used to know.
I became more quiet, selfish, not smilling and the worst of all..
I forgot how to love.
Friends, Family, Crush.
I lose myself and now I am trying to pick myself up again.
But I don't think that I will be as crazy as high school.

Now all I wished for is a sancuary where I can be kept save from hurt.

Hello peeps.I am back.
Yes,I am studying in Australia currently and please don't bug my family and friends.
I know you are reading this.

Been here already for 3 weeks.This is the fourth week.
I am living with an Australian family with 3 other international student c;
Life is good as I didn't get homesick like someone else.*you should be envious*
I know you are.I don't care is there anyone still reading my blog.
Seriously who would read it?
Here I can watch Glee and Grey's anatomy so it's pretty good.
My home stay guardians were cool parents to have.
Evelyn could cook all types of dishes and Lester is a walking encyclopedia.
Oh!I had Russian food for dinner last night.*grins*
Been reading almost everyone's blog in the past week.Ultimate stalker.
College babes most of them are and some are turning in to bitches.
Non of my business.I am having a very weird accent now which i felt weird about it.
Yes.I do miss my friends and my sisters yet I still have to live on.
Having loads of new friends already.From Hong Kong,Zambia,Saudi Arabia,China..
Yet you people which I knew back in high school are still placed no.1 in my heart.
Love ya all.No one would miss me much so that's for now.
Stay tuned. Cheers.

Labels: I know you are jealous

昨天的欢送会..
虽然，在朋友家的火锅店庆祝..
但心里无比的温暖~望着那熟悉的脸孔们..
我曾经想念死的样貌！礼物我领了~心我也领了
从来不知道我的存在有什么价值..一直到昨天
看着你们写的留言..泪水划过我的脸孔，我，不知道自己在每个人的生活中带来很大的影响
我们的相遇，发生过的事情..我全都记得因为我记忆里也是很好 ;)
好像时间停在那一刻，我们在一起的时候..大家很开心的时候
望着你们开心，我也开心..心里的感情泛滥但压着压着不让它泄出来
因为..
这只是暂时的离别..并不代表永远！我们在未来还能见面

献给特别的你：

“鱼没有了水会活不下去，水没有了雨也会很寂寞”

波尼，我会带着..得空写点信来..统考很忙的涅所以迁就自己！
要好好对待自己~不开心开心的事情与别人分享..自己吞完很辛苦因为超人不会飞
不说了..不是我没感情，没良心..是我知道我们还会见面
我..期待那一天的到来

been thinking loads of stuffs recently..
constantly suffering from insomnia in the past nights..
hoping i will have a good night sleep tonight..=)
the past..it still hurts much..
as if inhaling Antarctic's air..every breath hurts..
my English is getting bad to worst so..clap and scream if you want..
i don't care..really..wonder who would be reading this piece of shit..
going to leave soon..
i wonder would i suffer from culture shock or home sickness..
just wondering..when i gaze at the blue white sky and the sun that beamed in the horizon..



也许..思念真的是一种病~
偶尔想念着你们..想起过往的日子~真得很快乐
1个月的相处时间..不多~但那时我人生里最快乐的日子
有些东西我们以为自己是对的，确定的但..
回头才发现原来是另一回事..
对不起没珍惜你..好好对你..回头才发现
心里没有他，心里满满是你..对不起
是我不好..我错了..接我的来电好吗？

真的回来了！
22/11/2010-21/1/2011 这段日子去打工了！
再baker's cottage打工..认识了阴暗的社会..
Everyone is just so obsessed with money till they hoard their true feelings.Although they look like good people yet they are the real big bad wolf.
I learn lessons and moral values that can only be found by experience.
I learn :
1. to face the fact that people cheat, lie, fib and being dishonest to others and themselves

2. communicate with the opposite sex

3. deal with my dilemma and nostalgic feelings

Last week,I received a false 100 ringgit note.It was then I revealed the hideous side of my colleagues.Everything was a lie, it was then I realized that it is all about money in the society.Putting the blame on others, fights, argument and pretending to be innocent just to escape the fate of paying that 100 ringgit.I had no choice but to pay because others would not take the responsible and liked being childish.Sometimes being quiet is better that being a chatterbox because you see more what others don't see.The bakers were on my side.Providing me comfort ,helping me letting this matter go,telling me everything is going to be okay while my supervisor, assistant manager and manager create more miseries for me.They sneer and pretended like it never happened yet knitting yarns everywhere.It was then I realized that not every educated people could be as educate in their actions and behavior.They rot from the inside.In fact the baker's behavior and the way they see life is more matured than my supervisor and manager.Although they only have a PMR certificate or unable to read or write yet they are more simple in treating things in life and people.More pure and less miseries.Not worrying about tomorrow but doing best what they can do at the moment.That tingling feeling is just like a magical moment.It was then you know what friends are for and what colleagues are for.Friends are people that point out your wrong doing and being there for you when you need them the most not caring how long we know each other.Thank You for all the help.Tributes to Lim Jun Chein for making fun of the false 100 ringgit note, Lim Peng Kwong and Ling Chee Loon for talking all sorts of rubbish to me so I that can forget about it C: and Phang Keng Fatt for giving me advise not to look straight in people's eye as I was charmed on that day.Hohoho!Poor me.14/1/2011 Chein and Peng transferred to other Outlets.SS2 and Taipan.

21/1/2011 was the last day I work there.Teo Wai Loon and me are leaving on that day so the bakers took us to celebrate the farewell party on 20/1/2011.Something unpleasant happened so let matters settle aside.The atmosphere was mad as the bakers were talking crap till you cannot concentrate eating.Most of the time your mouth is wide open laughing at the nonsense they cracked out.It was the happiest moment of my service there.Thanks you for the meal Ling Chee Loon, Lilibeth, Keat, Looi Kun Liong, Phang Keng Fatt, Ooi Shin Yi and Man Sheng.Man Sheng paid 50% of the bill.The remaining was divided among the 6 bakers.I had a free lunch that cost 200+.On the 21, I chatted with Jun Chein on the phone.Dumb.My right hand was punching the price of the breads that the customers bought to the computer while my left hand was holding the cell phone talking to him.Super busy.Too bad I can't see him.He look like the Chester cat in Alice in Wonderland.

13/2/2011 I will be leaving Malaysia.Any last words?Call me.;D

saw this when I was at Sabah.Lucky me!!

hello people!我再次的复活了！
SPM month is killing me~~and so..there are many people to thank for..

special thanks to:

Bahasa Melayu : Puan Junah (5 years of teaching)

English : Miss Ong, Miss Phang, Mr Loh, Madam Chan

Sejarah : Cikgu Rohanah

Additional Maths : 洪老师, 彭老师

Pendidikan Moral : Cikgu Nursiha (best PM teacher ever)

Physic : Ms Nee, Julian, Fa Jie, Hoo Kah Yan =D

Chemsitry : Puan Sin, Miss Chua, Fa Jie

Biology : Madam Lau, Mr Alan, Julian

Chinese : 吴老师

merry Christmas people!!! will be back soon!!!

i am currently having mixed feelings..in appropriate words..dilemmas..
it is just like everything is happening too fast..and you can't trust anyone..
you can't open your heart to others like you used too or do anything you adore..
O[]O!!!like a burden following you whenever you go..pathetic..but hey..
after SPM　this whole crappy thing will be gone..so..please come 16/12/2010
i desperate need YOU!!

3 hours of chemistry class killed me yesterday~~T^T
King Kong was my partner and we some how..our brain don't function the same way..
i say this and he said that..hehe~
其实你并不弱．．我知道你可以的可是不知道为什么你就是喜欢犹豫．．
喜欢打篮球～喜欢动不动爆出一两句粗口～喜欢想自己东西～傻傻的．．但～我还是喜欢看着你
第一次加入时和你坐～最后一堂课也是和你坐～＊为什么你会引起我注意？＊
加油呀～虽然不关我的事但ｐｎ．ｓｉｎ还是很在乎你．．＝）　ｇａｍｂａｔｔｅ～～



woot! going to celebrate Wednesday's last night class next week!!
actually..to be honest!! i WILL MISS THEM A LOT!!
miss their crap jokes..miss their laughter..the time that we work hard for exams and moments when we supported and comfort each other..
although we come from Catholic,Wesley Methodist,Taman Desa and Kuen Cheng yet..
we are still friends..;D i really love you all..
all the best to ya all college year..