with the background music and television noise blaring behind me..
all i heard was nothing..
my eyes lost their focus..i just have too many things to ponder about..;)
trial results were released..so what?
seriously..i really don't care..could not be really bothered..
comparing the marks among each other would not bring beneficial but harm done..
i really do not like others gossiping about my result..
the relation among us is already tense and awkward..
couldn't you just give me a chance?
it wasn't my fault about not making up but you detesting me..
like the wild flowers who grow in the barren and slum land..
they have nothing yet they bloom with pride not caring about the rough conditions..
to achieve such results..you have to pay a price..
the price is sacrificing sleeping hours..you can't imagine that kind of agony..
this is because you never go through such mental abuse..hence..
you are not qualified to be envious at others achievement..



was inspired by Wednesday night class..they are my angels..x)
Zhu Chung taught me that it is possible to score 103/130 and 81/110 in Malay exam..
Wen Kai taught me that it is possible to score 85/85 and 71/75 in English exam..
and Yi He.he taught me that i am really dumb in Chemistry and it is a normal symptom!
that we score so low in paper 2..
they were the people who inspired me and taught me lessons of life..
Daniel made all the doubts to envious achievements..
he didn't give up on trying when everyone even teacher doubt him..
what he went through was unbelievable..but it isn't my destiny..
because of them..the energy to study came back again..
those were not forlorn hopes but one in a trillion happening miracle...



all the best to PMR + JUEC + SUEC candidates..good luck~~!