hectic week because of examinations..
plain thinking of it will make your heart beat fast..
blood rushing through the veins..
like the F1 race cars in a circuit..
adrenalin's take over..making your pulse throbbing fast..
it is not an exhilarating feeling but tense..
and nervous feelings mingled..


Monday 28/06/2010

came in the classroom and everyone was up..
studying chemistry..
focusing to that dictionary-thick book..
dead silent haunt the classroom..
tomorrow was the Midyear examinations..
10 periods and 2 recess..
there wasn't a speck of noise..


Tuesday 29/06/2010

the day had come..still in the middle of the dream..
everyone was already alert and wide awake..
purple circles formed under their eyes..
some even sprout pimples and acne..
still reading..making a last minute effort..
anything counts..it is a matter of life and death..=)
Madam Tee said if we don't pass..hello washing washrooms to us..
8.00am..the game started..
knitting brows..scratching head..pulling hair..
looking blank..clueless..was all expressed..
while some were well confident..
nailing every answer as much as they could..
as if they were designed meant for this battle ground..
2.35..2.36..2.37..2.38..2.39..watching the clock tick..
2.40pm.."pens down and hand in your paper.."
it was over..exhaling a long breath..
and smiling to the next desk..

tomorrow will be a better day..


Wednesday 30/06/2010

Additional maths..
everyone freaked out..
still flooded by the pile of mathematics equations..
paper 1 and paper 2..
while having paper 1..the maths teacher came in..
she was the examiner..unlike usual..
SHE HELP US SOLVE OUR PROBLEM!!
looking up at her with the paper blank and a dim of hope..
won't make her pity you by giving you hints..
you are on your own..
confound eyes and emotion all written on the face..
it was a tough test..
and the air conditional blew like we were in Cameron highlands..
paper 2..while flipping the question sheet..
I sat there frozen with bewilderment on my face..
6 circles combined..and they asked for a radian..
my blood froze and time was lost..
first time seeing a question I didn't know what to do with it..
staring at it..i gave up..

trying..

then while writing..that stupid air conditional..
2 air conditional WITH FULL BLAST..
outside the window was spring while inside there was WINTER!!
freezing while writing..could hardly spat a line of words..
they looked like bean sprouts and tadpoles!!
went back home with a maths phobia there..
I don't know how much would I score..
because I am still living in my shadow..haunted in my dreams..


Thursday 1/07/2010

now today is a more relaxing day..
English and Pendidikan Moral..
nearly strangling myself..
the examiner was unbelievable..
I accused her of being impatient and bossy..
not to mention that her stomach was bulging out..
and she looks in her mid-30s..I doubt she is pregnant..
in other words..it is call a spare tire..
made up of a VERY THICK layer of glycerol and fatty acid..
WHAT?! it's true!! it is called a blubber..*smirk*
she didn't even bothered to ask where were the test pads placed..
instead..she being heroic..used our class test pads..
by giving them to the Junior class..T^T
she used our pm test pads(2 papers) while..
the junior are having maths test required 4 papers..
and then she was like"oww..less paper..never mind"
THEN SHE TOOK OUR STACK OF EXCESS TEST PAD..TEAR AND GAVE IT TO THEM..
yuan theng kicked my chair..
she was fidgeting and kicking my chair continuously..
I gave her " I don't know what to do" look..==
one treasurer and one 总务..staring at that teacher..
I was calm until..a heard a screech..
her voice was a pain in my ears..
"Senior students..if you can't see the printing..please look here"
WHAT?!!IT WASN'T EVEN A CORRECTION!!
the word printing was clear and your were being a busy body..
poking your nose in everything..
after poking in ours..she start patrolling..
scolding the juniors for not writing their seat number..
not bringing a stapler..@@ waking me up from my nap..
can you just shut up?


Friday 2/07/2010

hello to Sejarah test!!
how the heck did I came out alive?
on Thursday night I was staring at the Sejarah books..
with the "Where should I start" facial expression..
pick up the Form 4 book and fainted..
I was being struck by a tornado..so many names to remember..
from Nabi to Khalifah..then Sultan to Lord Reid..T口T
when I received the objective paper..
my mind was still playing super junior's U..
fascinating...I saw the wrong instruction..
they asked permulaan of Zaman Jahiliah..I saw it as permisahan..
WITH FOUR EYES!!
*deng*..circled loads of wrong thing..
I don't know what happened to me..
then the essay part..I wrote crap..
actually..I memorized..and when you see the paper..
you start feeling proud cause you know how to do..
but when come in re memorizing..
it becomes the "I FORGOTTEN" syndrome..
wrote every piece of shit I can think..
wanting to go home badly because I am superb tired..
when having my naps..my mom and brother will quarrel so loud..
till you are awaken..

It was like you were sleeping but then you hear noises..
like when you are awake..
even you had your eyes closed..when you open them..
the same tiredness falls back into place..
as if you are not resting..I had that feeling for about 2 weeks already..
easily being awake..even with the slightest noise..
I think I am going to have insomnia..

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