Saturday 27/02/2010

went and read somebody's blog..guess what?of course she denied everything and said that people were getting fed up with me and i am losing everything..i wrote for fun yeah so?but do you have to do it like this?oh yeah..it was for entertaining..oh by the way..being hardworking is not what i meant to prove to people for recognition!!but at least you tried the best and gave it a shot so that you won't regret..thing's like SPM only happen once..they don't happen everyday..i know you can get straight A's but not everyone have that same talent or being blessed like this you know?i do not want to repeat the same mistake again..hence..of course i rejected your invitation of comparing marks..as for wan mun..i did not compare with her..just that jotting down our marks together could help us analyze our strong and weak points..helping each other is good..=)

i am trying to change here and please don't add those unwanted miseries!!mun yee is helping me..wan mun too..yet attitude could not been changed in a night..Rome wasn't build in one night..like a smoking holic..could you stop smoking in just one day?NO!!you still need to smoke but only less dose!!i just wrote you are jealous and you wrote back a heck lot of my now-facing-miseries..i know my flaws and kept trying to change for the better yet when you fall back into shape friends are those angel who guide you back to your track..determine your path again..preventing me from falling of the sidewalks..and keep on track..it is just pathetic that we knew each other for 3 years...simply tragic..

so?guess you won't be that friend to guide me..to think positively..only criticism..people who i needed the most was support yet..it seemed like only mun yee was helping while the others look from the side lines..the climb..that is the obstacle that i am facing ..only mad hatters like me would climb it..改变自己是自救，改变别人是救人..so what do you say?helping or not helping?speech over..

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