Thursday 21/1/2010

i was hurt the whole week..i was even more frustrated when i saw the tiger..what they had colored..i was disappointed and i let my emotions thrashed all week..the happy soul had died away..i was not me..how can you laugh and smile when you did something wrong?how can you make as if it was not your fault?all fibbers..

in the cold gray room..i was sitting on the hard concrete floor..undoing your mistakes and what did you say?nothing..maybe i was too emotional..i thought you are my friends yet i felt left out and betrayed by you all..as if i do not exist..when you told me that i was not what i thought i thought you of a lie and it was true..就算你们没有了我也一样能活下去..

i went to her place during the second recess and what did you do?you shoo me away..am i that unwelcome?i don't know you..since you went there,your joke were getting more and more intolerable..you were getting even..or maybe my immunity system had just locked down..all data were lost in the vast sea..i don't want to talk to you..bye..

lets stop..let all the painful memories take me away..i will not go near to you anymore..all i got was being hurt..lets end..finale..

bye bye

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