Sunday 20/12/2009

still got 11 days then it is the year 2010 and when the clock strikes midnight during 31/12/2009 i will turn 17..it just takes a second to turn from 16 to 17..

looking at the clear blue sky..what do you think of?half the holidays were gone and if time could go back i wished i could go back to 19/12/2009...that day was your birthday..happy 14..i received 3 missed call but i don't know who was it..it was the same number..016-xxxxxxx..that day was orientation day too~~looking at those form 1 students..i thought of myself during form 1..stepping my first step to a new world which i repelled for 2 years..behind that smile was that scar..if it wasn't the farmer's how could the fruits be sweet?

holiday..very funny..let parents nagged about university and college..it was hilarious for a 16 year old teenager to decide her future career..why do you care?A-level's..you said i was not fit to study it..so why cause all the trouble to search for college and apply for them since you planned not to let my study A-level's..SAM..i do not want to go south Australia to study..the occupation's i wanted you just say it does not suit me so what do i do?study what you wanted me to study?no..i will rebel because i do not like..i is my decision and my future not yours..please don't be a laughing stalk of the family..

so what if i studied according to your plan?it is not my desire and my will..i had already been forced to go in to kuen cheng..yes..i had memories and i made friends yet it was not where i would like to be..like a child stepping to an adult world..what she became?the purity in the soul had been swept under the rug and it cried underneath..the same face..the same smile yet the sorrow eyes..

hatred filled my world currently and my emotions swayed..they are uncontrollable..anytime that ocean would thrashed the white shores..destroying everything like a hurricane..waiting for the Christmas party to come so i could get away from home..*sneer*..

chatted with loo munhong at msn and hey..he damn busy dating everywhere..so..next year my school got carnival so we will have a gathering there okay?wonder what would i do there next year..see you guys there..25..someone who was not invited is coming ..i had thing's to say to her but since it is Christmas..i will shut my mouth but if jonathan,vivian and shirli is coming that it would be a party starter..

其实你有检讨的吗？明明知道自己很恶心还是这个样子..我是很不给面子哪又怎样？想问下你type之前又没有经过大脑~是你的神经大条还是什么？恶心到死那些照片还要load上去..还要我们赞美你，想怎样？把我们弄死对吗？我是不会讲花言巧语又怎样？人家赞你漂亮你就开心到爆然后就到处跟人家friend..讨厌这种拈花惹草的行为~死败类！！从去年到现在..得罪了我几百次！！讲sorry大完了事吗？具俊表曰：“如果每个人道歉的话，那法律是拿来干什么的？”酱你的一句sorry,balai polis可以收档咯！酱杀人也可以道歉~！屁！！脸皮厚到死..买个磨砂纸给你！写我们妒嫉你的美貌然后人身攻击你~logic吗？讲人家跟公主绝缘~你才绝缘..家里酱多镜子，自己去照啦！还好意思问你是和什么样子~呕~！！好心啦，看到你下食堂我也要跑掉，jessy硬拉~我能怎样？不喜欢你来参怎样？讨厌到死~不懂谁来的酱死人讨厌..25号是理b与几个好朋友的圣诞聚会~没有人邀请你你硬来接过怎样？我给人骂..爽叻！！不认识那个人~！

want to go swimming..only swimming and yoga can calm me down..find boyfriend also not bad..but who want me lerh?$#@%^$&%..diu..

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