Sunday 1/11/2009


yeap..it is november and school holidays are coming close..when i watched the smile across my classmates faces..i envy them because i am still stressed..i will have a maths exam on this coming saturday at deerick's place..he gave us revision and it was like so hard but he mentioned that his exams were going to be like those three papers i was like so down down down..i felt like failing but i do not want detention class..i also had to finish 4 karangans with >350 words..haih..i am really jealous of them

monday is the big day for them because of the competition that would take about 2 weeks..what i saw was her in the mirror.her face was white..deep purple circles under her eyes..barren black was in her eyes..her eye lashes fluttered and she looked away..it was not her in the mirror it was someone she knew but the happy soul died months ago..that was what i saw my reflection in the mirror..

i was mad at the morning and i don't want to do anything but show my temper..my brother was just an impudent person..i felt shame and remorse..i don't even felt like part of the family..it just does not make sense...

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